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by cottontail » Mon May 22, 2017 4:20 am

About 5 years ago I had what could be described as a total mental breakdown. The doctors at the hospital said I had a psychosis and now I have been diagnosed as bipolar/schizoaffective.

I was talking to my sister tonight and she mentioned something which triggered memories from when I was sick. Emotions which I had forgotten. I am in love with someone who is totally different from me. I dont know if he feels the same ... this is 5 years ago and the intensity is still the same.

This is going to be a very, very long night ...
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by hal » Tue May 23, 2017 1:35 pm

How are you doing now, cottontail?
. . . all times I have enjoyed
Greatly, have suffered greatly, both with those
That loved me, and alone.
-- Tennyson
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by Jemane » Tue May 23, 2017 4:26 pm

Only just saw this cottontail. Hope you are doing ok.
Memories can bring back a lot of emotion, sometimes very distressing.
You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.
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by cottontail » Sun Oct 01, 2017 11:36 pm

Hal and Jermane I became psychotic again ... the only man is the one working the controls sometimes when I become sick ... it is like a rollercoaster. What my sister said brought it all back like a thunderstorm. It has taken me this long to get back in touch with you all because I was so f kd by my mind.

Thank you for your kind words.
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