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by Lovehope » Sun Sep 10, 2017 6:48 pm

I'm right in the middle of partial hospitalization. My mental health is still fragile as all hell. I'm learning so much about myself.

My grandmother died on Thursday. My other grandmother is dying right now, her last breath could be any minute. My brother, who is disabled, just got put in the hospital with an infection. They can't seem to get his fever down with any antibiotics. Nervous because he had almost died twice from sepsis.

What. The. Hell. Why is this happening? I just need a damn minute to breathe
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by Stuckles » Sun Sep 10, 2017 6:58 pm

Huge Hugs Lovehope,

That is a lot to deal with. So sorry to hear about your loss and all that is happening to you and your family.

Keeping you in my thoughts, stay strong!
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by Mocha » Sun Sep 10, 2017 7:07 pm

LH, I'm so sorry. My god this is so much for you to deal with.

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by Mom2dani » Sun Sep 10, 2017 7:36 pm

Sending you a big hug Love
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by hal » Sun Sep 10, 2017 7:39 pm

All this at once sucks. I'm thinking of you and sending good thoughts and love and HUGS!
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by Pancake » Sun Sep 10, 2017 7:40 pm

Wow, LH that's a heavy load. I don't know how you can keep your mind together for your own hospital sessions.

Condolences and the loss and impending loss of your grandmothers, and I hope everything works out for your brother.

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by AvantGarde » Sun Sep 10, 2017 10:10 pm

I'm so sorry LH, this seems so difficult to deal with all at once. I think you're handling it very well, considering. Maybe the partial is actually helpful to be able to handle it.

I'm so sorry about your grandmas and wishing well for your brother.

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by Jemane » Mon Sep 11, 2017 1:43 am

That's awful lovehope. Sending lots of hugs in your direction.
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by Spm24 » Mon Sep 11, 2017 5:53 am

My sympathies.. Hug
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by Lovehope » Tue Sep 12, 2017 4:08 pm

Thanks for all the kind words guys. My grandmoms funeral was today and my other grandmoms funeral is Friday. I have been back and forth at the hospital trying to relieve my parents. They are extending my stay at partial since I've had to miss so much time.

What a shit storm. Hanging in there
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by Mocha » Tue Sep 12, 2017 4:29 pm

Glad to hear you're hangin' in. And I'm glad they extended your partial. You need the support right now.

We still here for you, LH......sending more *air hugs* your way.....

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by Spm24 » Tue Sep 12, 2017 4:48 pm

Sorry for the lose of both your grandmothers.

It is probably for the best that they are extending your partial stay.. good luck with everything..
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by Duckysmom » Tue Sep 12, 2017 5:05 pm

My condolences, LH. So rough to deal with. I'm glad they extended your partial.
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by Jemane » Tue Sep 12, 2017 5:37 pm

Hugs from me too. Condolences to your family.
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by dubious66 » Tue Sep 12, 2017 6:07 pm

Cyberhugs....
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by hal » Tue Sep 12, 2017 7:31 pm

Tough to lose two grammas the same week. Or any time. You're strong, LoveHope. Peace be with you.
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