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by shandi » Thu Nov 30, 2017 11:56 am

im hospitalised.. ER
i think a very difficult thing to do is accepting that i cant promise everyone that unwell behaviors would never occur again
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by Spm24 » Thu Nov 30, 2017 12:17 pm

It is for the best... Good for you on deciding to follow through. I'm sure you will get the help you need..
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by Pancake » Thu Nov 30, 2017 12:26 pm

Good luck!
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by Duckysmom » Thu Nov 30, 2017 3:07 pm

We'll be thinking about you, Shandi. Good luck.
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by shandi » Fri Dec 01, 2017 12:25 am

so im already hospitalised since last night. put me on sedatives and some new meds. said that currently im potentionaly violent and if i will not behave on that front i will be transfered to more secure unit
i think a very difficult thing to do is accepting that i cant promise everyone that unwell behaviors would never occur again
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by Jemane » Fri Dec 01, 2017 12:27 am

I know that sounds a bit scary but I’m glad you’re getting the help you need right now. Well done on having the courage to seek help. You’re amazing. Good luck.
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by shandi » Sat Dec 02, 2017 12:57 am

so far no improvement. im on calm/sedatives meds morning and evening everyday
sleeping a lot. as best as having trouble getting to sleep and staying asleep allows me
i think a very difficult thing to do is accepting that i cant promise everyone that unwell behaviors would never occur again
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by AvantGarde » Sat Dec 02, 2017 1:01 am

It's only been a full day, give it some more time.

Sleeping a lot is good, it's an improvement. Means your body is resting.
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by shandi » Sat Dec 02, 2017 7:06 am

well my calm meds dont do jack for me.. having trouble sleeping and staying asleep
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by AvantGarde » Sat Dec 02, 2017 7:28 am

Happened to me too, bunch of dreams and nightmares. It will get better.
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by skizzedkid » Sat Dec 02, 2017 11:41 am

It takes time for all the cogwheels in the machinery to slow down. Give it time, though patience is hard to come by.
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by shandi » Sun Dec 03, 2017 7:37 am

took a couple of days of begging for some strong sleep meds.. got approved finaly.also im in a room alone
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by shandi » Thu Dec 07, 2017 11:15 am

some suprised came by and i have to spend time in actual general hospital.
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by Pancake » Thu Dec 07, 2017 12:25 pm

shandi wrote:some suprised came by and i have to spend time in actual general hospital.

Something happened? Are you ok?
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by Jemane » Thu Dec 07, 2017 12:37 pm

Are you ok shandi?
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by shandi » Fri Dec 08, 2017 8:51 am

yea the levels in blood of my new mood sgabiliser went too high and had to br transferred for the night. got probed and needled all my hands..
but im good on that front. back to square one where im realy irritated angry and overall impatient and unease. at least i get a better sleep med. they had a guard watching me in the general hospital
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